Ron Mohring


Soap



All this week we’ve heard the geese, so high
their voices seem directionless, everywhere
or nowhere. But today I spy a rangy mass
tangling and untangling, weightless knot whose strings
shift and weave in seeming disorder, the whole mass
writhing and calling, a flung tangle of loose
ends billowing, not a vee among them. I sit
in my car, windows down to better hear them,
pummeled by late February gusts, counting down
the minutes, telling myself it’s nothing to be
unprepared, I can think on my feet,
the students won’t smell my hesitation and turn
on me like jackals. It’s nothing to feel hollow
and windblown, your confidence scrubbed raw
like filthy parking lot snow refusing to vanish,
it doesn’t matter that the tenured professor next door
sneers and looks away when I greet him in the hall,
and I remember my father saying the worst, most
shameless bickering he ever faced was when
he was a teacher, my father who, one day, pulled off
his shirt and leaned in so I could see and touch
the small rectangle imbedded beneath the skin
of his left pectoral: Isn’t that amazing, he said softly.
It was the size of a bar of hotel soap. It gave us
eight more years with him. The geese have gone
upriver; now it’s just the wind. My dear father who daily
sank into his chair like an astronaut preparing
for departure, loving this earth he knew he would
be leaving. What of anything I have to do today
could ever be so hard?


Ron Mohring

Ron Mohring is the author of Survivable World, winner of the Washington Prize, and of four chapbooks. He is the heart and soul of Seven Kitchens Press.

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