Devon Balwit


Cartoonish



There on the forbidden rack in uncle’s room,
they cavorted, tits and ass, in issues of Zap!
a pen and ink Kamasutra. You ate it up,
all the while listening for grandma’s vacuum
on the stairs. This is what men and women
got up to behind closed doors. This
explained the noises and the fug of Saturdays.
You studied as if for a quiz, to be ready when
called upon, while eying your unripe body
with suspicion. Eew! What wouldn’t you give
to have shucked your virginity, an operative
already successfully embedded behind enemy
lines. Did everyone march towards sex
as if to punishment, or was this your hex?


Juice


You never used to drink. Spirits tasted
foul to you. A stint teaching kids started
your reaching for the bottle, a way to release the breath
held from first to last bell, a stealthy
restoration of autonomy. Or perhaps marriage twisted
the corkscrew, a pinot to say just
let it go, you needn’t always be right—
or a little Islay to bleed venom from a fight.
Of course, three teens would be enough,
a shot for each when things got rough.
Then again, why seek excuse
for what has long served poets as a muse.
The Dionysian, as you learned in graduate school,
unbinds us from Apollonian rules.



Devon Balwit

Devon Balwit’s poems can be found in Under a Warm Green Linden, as well as in The Worcester Review, The Cincinnati Review, Tampa Review, Apt (long form issue), Tule Review, Sugar House Review, Poetry South, and Grist among others. For more, see her website.

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